Sunday, April 24, 2011
Confusion at its best.
I'm very confused. Perplexed would be the perfect word for it. Even though both of those words mean the same thing. Don't exactly have the same 'umph' factor.
I'd like to know what goes on in that brilliant mind of yours. No one has amazed me quite like you did. I'm not really one who is easily amused, so that's saying something. Though, bubble wrap has the same effect on me.
You're like this puzzle I've been trying to figure out since forever.
And right now is the perfect time to quote Katy Perry's Hot n Cold.
"You change your mind like a girl changes clothes."
Now if you could be so kind, as to try to tell me what the frick it is that you want. You're all over the place. You're amazing, I'd have to admit, but god dammit, you are a pain in the ass.
One time, you're totally awesome to be with. And another time, you're just annoying beyond belief. Please, just give me, like a sign.. or something. It's mind raping me.
I know I shouldn't be thinking about such a petty issue. I've tried forgetting about.. this, believe me, I've tried. But it is still there. Corrupting everything there is.
I'd like to make it go away more than anything. I give up. I don't care anymore.
When you feel like not talking to me, because I'm so intimidating to you, just keep it that way. Just stop talking to me forever. Because I'm tired of being your amusement.
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Friday, April 22, 2011
Judas-Jud-ah-ah
" I'm just a holy fool, oh baby you're so cruel. I'm still in love with Judas, baby."
The title is very much related with today's blog post.
If you've guessed it already, it's that new song by GaGa. And yes, it is fricking awesome.
(Just so you know, I wanna lessen the use of the word 'fuck', so I substitute it with 'frick'. Like you know, ' what the frick!', or 'frick this' or the best yet, 'frick your mother'. Or I might just use 'kaninabu' for that last one. It's such a fun word to say. Rolls off the tongue. Kaninabu, I mean.)
Where were we?
Ah, yes, GaGa's new song.
Though it might be an awesome song, when GaGa first released the lyrics to teh internetz, it caused quite the controversy.
But holy crap, I never knew that most of these GaGa fans were such fricking idiots.
Just because GaGa claims to say that she's in love with Judas, they instantly think that she's a satanist.
If you're one of them, here's what I think.
By saying she is in love with Judas, she didn't mean it in a literal way. It's an expression.
Google Judas, if you don't know what, or who that is.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but Judas is a devil who betrayed god, yes?
So there you go, she's saying that she is in love with someone who betrayed her. Makes sense, no?
I might be wrong about what I'm saying here because it could mean anything. But you can't be so quick to judge people by how they say or do things.
I mean come on, that's called a stereotype. And I sure as hell know how it feels like being labelled. I don't let it get to me though. It's just a speculation of what people think of us. They have no evidence to back up what they're calling us anyways. So yeah, frick them.
It's like saying someone who swears a lot has to be tough and a bully. People who don't really notice people around them has to be a snob. A girl who has a lot of guy friends is a slut. Someone who is blonde has to be dumb. Someone who wears all black worships the devil.
There are a lot more where that came from. Good thing they're all bullshit.
My point here is, to those who judge people by how they act or look, you guys need to back the frick off cause it sucks being labelled. And there are always a good side to people. Even you stupid bitches
And to those who are being labelled, don't take those stuff people are saying to the heart. They don't know you. You are your own person, so to hell with them.
GaGa, you're awesome. No matter what people are saying about you.
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6:20 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Taking a shit while blogging. Like a boss.
The title is true. Seriously. Don't worry, I'll try my best to spare you guys the details.
So yesterday while I was taking a shower I saw a razor on the toilet floor. Not very safe, I know. But I saw it and picked it up before anyone got hurt.
So I tried shaving the hair on my right leg. Fucking thing didn't cut a single hair. Do your job, stupid razor. I bet you flunked razor school. But as I made mean remarks about that razor, I ran my fingers through it thinking nothing would happen. I mean, come on. It couldn't even cut a fine hair on my leg.
But I thought wrong. It ended up cutting all five fingers on my right hand. And now my finger tips look like fish asses. With the scales and what not. Applying soap to my body was hell cause of the cut fingers. Unlucky.
This experiment is too incomplete to make a conclusion.
I still have a problem to solve.
How did the razor cut my fingers when it couldn't even shave off any hair on my leg? Is it a monster in disguise? Sesat jalan? Tak kuat iman? I have no idea.
Fucking razor.
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Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Thoughts.
So I've heard people like it when I rant about random stuff. And I feel like doing just that right now. Why the sudden rajin-ness you ask. Well I have no idea why. But when someone gives you a million bucks our of nowhere, do you question that person? No, you won't. So don't question about my rajin-ness.
Talking about my rajin-ness, I have no idea why I actually do my homework now. It's strange, really. Ever since the first grade, I'm never one to finish my homework nor pass up my work. I've always been that scallywag. For those who don't know what that means, scallywag means someone who's a trouble maker, but is still loved. Am I tooting my own horn here? Lol I don't care.
So anyways, yeah. Ever since I got into form4, I've been quite diligent with my work. Strange. Maybe I'm possessed by some nerdy ghost, I don't know. But its all good.
Though, I keep thinking about weird stuff. I mean stuff like deja vu. Deja vu is a French phrase which means "I've been here before". Question is, how does it happen. People would be smart enough to Google this, but not me. Google is too mainstream for me. Triangle triangle, thick glasses, thick glasses.
Where were we? Ah yes, deja vu.
I watched an episode of Suzumiya Haruhi No Yutsu the other day, and for those who don't know what that anime is about, its about a school's extracurricular club which look for aliens, time travelers, etc etc. Awesome anime, by the way. I highly recommend it.
Welllllll that episode I watched was about deja vu. In the anime, Suzumiya has a power that can control time, space, whatever. So she and her club members, went for summer vacation together, but one of the members, Kyon, keeps getting deja vu while they were spending their summer vaycay together. Turns out, Suzumiya keeps repeating their summer vacation because she wasn't satisfied. Oh yeah, I forgot. The club members consists of an alien, a time traveller and an esper. Ironic, I know.
So Kyon, tells Yuki, the alien, that he keeps getting Deja Vu. Yuki, being an alien, knew all along that Suzumiya was repeating the vacation, and it turned out that they had the same summer vacation for 15,846 times.
Yeah, wow.
I know, its sorta stupid and blasphemous, but eh, who cares. It's an interesting theory.
Okay my thumb is tired now.
BAI BAI, I ROVE YOU :3
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3:18 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Fuck you. Fuck everyone.
I'm at Hutan Bandar with the school's Photography Club, and it is sooooo hot. I curse the day people invented PE attire cause the cloth is so damned thick and its not sweat absorbent in any way, at all. And I'm wearing this stupid school tudung and I feel like bathing in my own piss.
God I sound like a bitch. I just don't give a fuck though. Cause when I'm hot, I'd like to watch the world burn.
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Oh god please just let me go home :/
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