A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when I realised I'd never get to go to Hogwarts. I want to be 11 again. But it's too late, cause Severus Snape's already dead. So is Michael Jackson. Why am I always just a little too late? The name's Nisha. Welcome to my world.

When I woke up this morning I just remembered..

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That yesterday was supposed to be my weight in day, but being the hopeless forgetful person that I am, I forgot. Of-fucking-course. So I decided to do another weight in next week. Oh well, that way I’d lose more weight by then and it’ll be more satisfying. Thus, making myself feel so much thinner and hotter.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t give a shit if someone calls me obese or fat or over-weight. Cause even when I’m fat, I still think that I’m hot, that I’m cute. I just suddenly felt like I’m getting unhealthy. I mean, I barely exercise, I put so much crap into my body and I didn’t even do shit to burn it all back.

So I decided that I’m gonna have a balanced diet from now on, and that diet does not include rice. The only carb I eat is bread. Also, I exercise every day. I know! I can’t believe it myself, but I do. Yes, I’m very proud of myself.

Other than my weight issues, nothing much happened today. It sorta rained today but not as bad as yesterday. Yesterday was like a freaking storm. Though, the experience is a plus.

I finally gave Sanders my drawing of him today. I held on to that thing even before the Raya holidays. It’s either when I see him I left it in class or when I do bring it with me, I can’t seem to find him anywhere. Welcome to the frustrating truth that is my life.

That drawing of him that I did is sorta like a.. prediction. I drew it like, before he wore specs. And as if I saw it coming, he DOES wear specs now. Aren’t I awesome? Muehehe. I could replace That’s So Raven. I was a Disney freak back then, shut up.

Talking about Sanders, there’s this douche that keeps telling him to date me. Even if Sanders IS interested, I won’t be. It is so annoying. Hello, we’re freaking twins. Get fucking over it, loser. And you think that being a ‘couple’ as you call it, is just a game? Excuse me, but I don’t play that game. If I do get into a relationship, I want it to last and what I need as a woman, is financial security. So obviously, it’s not time for me to be in a relationship yet. Because the oldest boyfriend I could get is like, 18 I guess? And no, 18 year olds cannot satisfy my financial needs. Unless you’re like a rockstar or something and you earn like 12 grand a show, then you give me a call. Go on and call me a gold digger *snickers*.

I’m not being a snob. But it’s just the way I see things. I don’t see the point of dating at a young age. Some people think it’s fun. Fun = Games. I don’t see love as a game. And love is for suckers anyways. I can love myself plenty. I don’t need a guy to do that for me. *suddenly bursts dancing to ‘I Don’t Need a Man’ by The Pussycat Dolls*

Wow, I’m way off topic now and that means that it’s my cue to go now. Alas, monsters.

Lots of gay love,

Nisha.

P/s: I don’t think I’m gonna like, edit any of the font of this post. I choose to be lazy today. Deal, foo. :D